http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/ 挥别哀愁，迎来阳光，现在我是晴天娃娃。白云蓝天，承载多少哀愁，多少快乐。我要成为一个勇敢的人，不畏惧生命中任何的困难，不放弃我的梦想。我要飞，我会飞。 2008-10-29T17:49:37+08:00 Textcube 1.7.5 : Risoluto (露丝玛丽公主) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46824 2008-08-15T07:05:55+08:00

好久没有“玩”暗恋这种东西了~XD

(panda) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46826 2008-08-15T13:08:35+08:00

暗恋 曾经就是那么的甜 ^^

(小祯) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46828 2008-08-15T14:21:40+08:00

我最近又重温了面包系列的小说。 三本，我用了几个晚上上床前就看一点。 系列里的三本小说都看完了吗？ 我有三本噢！

(ahwei) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46832 2008-08-15T22:04:24+08:00

璇琳： 不好玩～

(ahwei) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46833 2008-08-15T22:04:52+08:00

熊猫； 其实，也没有太甜。。。

(ahwei) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46834 2008-08-15T22:05:40+08:00

阿祯： 我只看过一本呐～ 而且还是最后那本 放假了哦～ 呵呵

(sai ling) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46835 2008-08-15T23:14:36+08:00

考完试了怎么下星期又再考?@@ 我已经考完了哦!假期中^O^

(Aziz) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46838 2008-08-18T17:38:18+08:00

Lei Wei, Reading your blog seriously cured some of my feelings, the loving feelings. Because, I realize I am not alone in this world. Love, is something that I never experienced before, This year I felt it for the 1st time in my life. I get to feel what does it taste like when we love someone, what it taste like when we cared someone so much, what it taste like when we think of them till too much, till we wanted god, the almighty to get rid of the love feeling in our body. I've sacrificed my sleep and health for her, I willing to accompany her till 3 am in the morning just to stay with her a little bit longer. I've asked alots of question just to get to know her a little bit more. And also, getting to know her makes me cried for the 1st time after so many years, I cried because of missing her, missed her too much till can't sleep, can't do anything else just to wait for a single text messages from her or just to wait her to online at the middle of night. Just to catch up with her. Just to know she is okay before the day ends I dared not confess to her, afraid that she might try to avoid me after she knows how i feel about her. I dared not confess, afraid of losing friendship that I establish so hard with her. I dared not confess, Just to stay with her a little bit longer. Sometimes, I feel like i don't deserve her, she is way too good for me. I am not a really good guy. In the other hand, she is a great girl. Other than that, I am not rich enough to support her. Even if she accept me, I afraid I can't do much things for her, I can't buy her nice gifts, treats her nice food like other boyfriend did to their girlfriend. In this world, money is everything, if u say girls wont mind if u r rich or not. Deep inside your heart, u know u r lying. I've enjoyed the process of my 1st love feelings as much as i suffer. In my family, only my cousin brother notice that I am in love. Maybe its because of he himself experience the same thing before. He say its okay to love someone. He say its time for me to experience new things. He say its okay to enjoyed or suffer because of this feeling, He just warn me fiercely not to hurt myself in this process. I've promised I wont. Would I? I've talked to my step cousin sister about this thing. She is older than me by 14 years. She said according to my explanation, That girl that i liked actually knows that i liked her. It just we never know what they really think inside of their complex mind. Sorry to posting this stupid thing in your blog, I just need to express it out. I really miss her now and I have totally no idea what should I do. Should I just give a shot and move on if she rejects me? God knows.

(笑) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46839 2008-08-18T23:54:44+08:00

我佩服你...不要剪短发...不好看...i emo now..haha..想象得出你的感情...但,可以做什么呢?要有勇气咯...我们都是人类...小姐啊...读书时候不要想太多..要专心...念完书时有大把时间给你想^^ AZIZ I SALUTE U!!

(ahwei) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46841 2008-08-19T10:48:39+08:00

sai ling: 你误会了啦 那是去年写的 我现在也是假期啊！

(ahwei) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46842 2008-08-19T10:50:10+08:00

AZIZ： this thing is not stupid~ "In this world, money is everything, if u say girls wont mind if u r rich or not. Deep inside your heart, u know u r lying." then u hv to trust me. deep inside my heart,i won mind my bf is rich onot. now u believe?

(ahwei) http://vrxueji.com/blog/ahwei/155#comment46843 2008-08-19T10:55:22+08:00

笑： 佩服我什么？ 我也不打算剪短发 ^^ 就像我在文章里面写的： 也不是我故意去想 只是无论我在做什么事 吃饭、看报纸、做功课、看书 我的脑袋依然不停的在想 对我正在做着的事却毫无影响 如果你是赵XX，请自首 如果你不是，就算了